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Thursday, January 01, 2009

Tibet

Her phenomena, her beauty, her remoteness will only be haunting one soul.
The people, their unconditional love, their happiness, their patience will only be a history in one's book.
Their devotion and compassion is unthinkable
Heaven on earth is fading away... turning into the darkness

She knows, One's heart is taken.

Tibet 20th-28th Dec 2008

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Bahadur his name.





I was walking up for more than two hours. The hill which is not that high feels like Everest to me as we've been walking up and up and more up. It was only 3200M. But the stream of the river down played a beautiful sounds in my head enough to make me smile. The view of the valley with all the green trees and ray lights was easy to keep your heart filled with sense of good things and keep you going.

It was a pleasant day, the wind was chill and soften us who's sweating during the walk.
Kumar the guide whom I met two years ago during my first time visit in Nepal walked patiently behind me.

According to Kumar we still have to walk up at least another hour, I gave my face to him. Really?
Just a split second I saw a porter struggling to make every single step. I don't know why this particular porter brought all my attention among other many porters who also keep passing by that morning.

His small body obviously drowned by his load on his back. His small, muscly and short legs wrapped by the brown socks all the way to his knee, looks like shaking every time he made that step.

Kumar had a friendly talk to him when we catch up with him, exchange smiles and namaste. Kumar told me that the weight he's been carrying is around 90 kg, I couldn't hide my drop jaw face when I heard the weight he's been carrying. Meeting that porter made my daypack which contains nothing but my camera and water weight like a feather and also after I saw what's in his basket. Oil, rice, milk most of them were in boxes.

That day was only my second day since I started my trekking from Lukla airport, it's like a short cut for every body who has enough money to fly there. We're on our way to Namche Bazar in Everest region.
Kumar continue talking with him. I asked him what his name, it's Bahadur

For about 10 minutes we talked and have a break. Which surprised me I didn't see any slight of tiredness in his face, only the smiles that make his eyes smaller and looks like he's closing his eyes. It really shows there's no burden in his life. Even though if there is, I'm sure it's not as big as his load in his back.

Seeing Kumar and Bahadur talk and joking around it's brighten up my day but at the same time breaks my heart to see him walking with the load he's carrying. Kumar told me that he made 300 rupee each day, he's also not really sure.

Finally we said goodbye, I couldn't stop looking at Bahadur until Kumar told me that Bahadur been walking from Jiri, not from Lukla like us, that means he's been walking in the last 7 days at least! My broken heart went to pieces, and I saw him again making that steps and stopped every two to three meters.

Come on Bahadur it's only one more hour.

My visit to Nepal this time is my third time, I fell in love the first time I was there two years ago. My heart was left behind somewhere there probably forever. I fell in love with the nature, the river, the mountain, the sunrise, the rain and the lovely Nepalese. Two days earlier, when the aircraft touched down in Kathmandu, I felt like I was home.

After staying only two nights in Namche Bazar I had to go back to Lukla to catch the flight the next day. The hill we ascent for three hours, this time only took 45 minutes to descent. When me and Kumar having a fun time descending all the way to Lukla, I'm not sure exactly the place I saw familiar figure coming up right at me. I recognize the brown socks up to the person's knee. No mistake even with his head still bow facing the ground carrying the load on his back... I knew that guy.

"Bahadur!!

Within two days he's already walking up again, this time I could see there's less load in his basket. Only Rice.

So when was the last time you appreciate your current job now?

Friday, July 13, 2007

Her Dreams in Heaven on Earth

It was one afternoon when I suddenly realized the dream I had the night before. It was vivid and it was real.

I was in Lhasa facing Potala palace, Tibet. Sitting on some kind of staircase. The weather was beautiful, there’s soft wind playing around with my hair. It was cold but I closed my eyes enjoying it.

I sat next to many monks with their colorful robe, I feel safe but at the same time it feel strange. And suddenly I heard the sound of Dung coming from our side.. that’s when I saw everyone blowing the Tibetan Dung Chen made from brass and silver. At the same time suddenly I have the Dung Chen in my hand and I started to blow the Tibetan trumpet.

A guy with a white t-shirt was looking at me when I realized he doesn’t have anything in his hands but his book.


It was short but it was real and yet it was sweet.

I’ve been dreaming about Tibet in the last couple of years, had the urge to see the paradise and the magnificent scene I saw in the book or movie.

But one day I read a book about Tibet, broke my heart and literally made a wound and many scars learning how the harmless and peace loving people had to endure such a horrible experience in their life.

I made promise to myself that I will never go to Tibet, only in order to keep my own imagination about such an amazing place and beautiful people. Only to keep her dream alive, knowing what she’s going to experience if she landed there.

Two months ago, I decided to go to Tibet for don’t know what reason. Forget about all the promise she made to herself, the urge was very strong that time. I was so close to made all the arrangement with my Nepali friends in Kathmandu when she learned there’s travel restriction in Tibet due to some student made some protest in Everest Base Camp. Everything was messy that time. I decided to cancel the trip. For her it’s a sign that she’s not meant to go there.


She probably will never be there.. but her dreams last longer than anyone expected including herself.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

This Year

Live up your dreams...
Follow the sounds that keep whispering in your mind...
Listen what your heart says and open your eyes wider ...

It's all about the process of finding the truth about yourself.
It feels really good... once you did.

Dubai 19 December 2006

Happy New Year to all.. Have a wonderful and meaningful year ahead of you...

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Papah Nandi



Always been my prince charming. Now both of us know that we do love each other.
True example of unconditional love a person can have..

Mine to him..

Nothing or no one will change my thought and love for you. I will miss you as I always been... Thank you for getting me back home on time so I can get to see you one last time.

Rest and sleep well Papah Nandi....
Irawan Hernandi Sangaji 29-November-1949 - 23-July-2006

-Ebol-

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Stories From Everest This year

Sitting to our left, about two feet from a 10,000 foot drop, was a man. Not dead, not sleeping, but sitting cross leggedd, in the process of changing his shirt. He had his down suit unzipped to the waist, his arms out of the sleeves, was wearing no hat, no gloves, no sunglasses, had no oxygen mask, regulator, ice axe, oxygen, no sleeping bag, no mattress, no food nor water bottle. "I imagine you're surprised to see me here," he said. Now, this was a moment of total disbelief to us all. Here was a gentleman, apparently lucid, who had spent the night without oxygen at 8600m, without proper equipment and barely clothed. And ALIVE.

read the complete story

A story to read and a story to tell....

Happened to David Sharp was left dying up there ( 8500M ) few days earlier, but in his case there's no Dan Mazur around. There's none out of 40 climbers that passed by him stopped and help him. I can't realy make up my judgment on this as my imagination of what's going on up there is not even close to the real situation that's for sure. But with my photographic memory I have, I'm sure I'm going to live in hell for the rest of my life if I was there doing nothing for him.

May he rest in peace...

Click here to read David Sharp story.

So far this season 10 people have died on Everest. The tally is the second highest in the peak's mountaineering history after 1996 disaster, when 12 people died.

Other story from Everest Peace Project : Sele's Rescue

Monday, May 29, 2006

Good Night and Sweet Dreams

One night, you would say to your loved ones good night and have a beautiful dream.

One thought, you would continue your conversation with your loved ones the next morning.

One silence, you would sacrifice your night over a silly fight.

One morning, you realized it’s all too late and you had your chance but it’s all gone.

So far almost 5000 thousand people in Jogja never wake up from their sleep.
I have no words to express but hope the survivor is having the unbelievable strength to carry on and hope in no time they will have their good night sleep.

For the victims, wish they have beautiful and long sweet dreams.

Ps: To Ayu, hope your family have all the strength they need. And they also need your strength from far away during this unfortunate time. Hope to see you soon. Hug and kiss from Dubai.